Abstract nominee

A moment when after the repeated attempts someone gets failed, the anger propagates from the head till the table through the hand. Here in the photograph, some activity was been parformed where the intention didn't materialized and the patience got converted in anger and spreed in the table.

By profession, I am a web developer under a in-house IT team in an MNC. But I am terribly obsessed with my photography. Yes, I am an amateur Photographer by passion and I do have only a beginner's DSLR.
But as the day progresses, a feeling is coming within me that I am in a wrong domain. I am not doing what I actually wants to do, what actually satisfies me. Day by day, I am getting frustrated with my job role. I am a person who always want to do something creative, work on different ideas. I always wanted myself to be judged with quality and uniqueness and not by quantity. I really want leave my ongoing rat race and start work with me and for me independently. I want to shift my profession towards photography. But I am lacking behind the professional photography gears and equipments and an initial capital. I am also looking for the recognition as well as some opportunities to promote my works. Currently I am trying my best to grave all the opportunities I am getting and trying to transform myself as a successful professional photographer in near future.