Flowers I have collected to pose as models in front of the camera always give me mixed feelings. On the one hand, I create a beautiful picture, admiring their tenderness and fragility, and on the other hand,
I suffer from guilt that I have taken their lives in exchange for only their portrait.
I decided to express an ambivalent emotional experience visually when the same object evokes opposite feelings in a person at the same time.
This very complicated range of senses shows us the imperfection of the habitual thought process of splitting everything into black and white.
amateur category
Mixed feelings (Series)
DESCRIPTION
AUTHOR
I am a lens based artist living in Kiev, Ukraine. For me, creative photography is a non-judgmental observation of the visible external world and the hidden world of the soul, which I portray, collect and study in the form of photographs. Fragile and refined flowers with which I associate my thoughts, feelings and experiences become silent witnesses of my internal dialogues with myself.
My pictures are always a compromise between the earthly and the understandable, as well as the existential and the mysterious, they convey the ghostly beauty of a more subtle world, which we do not see physically, but can only feel through our transcendental filters and channels.
All my works are my self-portraits at the same time. However, the act of self-knowledge is not so important than the moment when the viewer finds a part of himself in my photos. I would like that both processes of creativity and contemplation there were a unification of different people through a common "feeling of the moment".
Education
2016 - Kyiv Photography School, Kyiv, Ukraine
2020 - Dimitri Bogachuk's author's photo courses
Group exhibitions:
2020 - Photo Kyiv Fair 2020 online
2020 - "New Generation", Nu Art Gallery, Kyiv, Ukraine
Awards&Mentions
My pictures are always a compromise between the earthly and the understandable, as well as the existential and the mysterious, they convey the ghostly beauty of a more subtle world, which we do not see physically, but can only feel through our transcendental filters and channels.
All my works are my self-portraits at the same time. However, the act of self-knowledge is not so important than the moment when the viewer finds a part of himself in my photos. I would like that both processes of creativity and contemplation there were a unification of different people through a common "feeling of the moment".
Education
2016 - Kyiv Photography School, Kyiv, Ukraine
2020 - Dimitri Bogachuk's author's photo courses
Group exhibitions:
2020 - Photo Kyiv Fair 2020 online
2020 - "New Generation", Nu Art Gallery, Kyiv, Ukraine
Awards&Mentions
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