"Inconceivable Motherhood" is an ongoing self-portrait series that examines the unspoken mental, biological, and financial pressures of childlessness not by choice. As someone who always assumed motherhood was part of my future, the reality of never becoming a parent reshaped my identity and relationship with the world. Over a decade of unsuccessful attempts to become a mother forced me to confront not only personal grief but also societal expectations and biases that silence this experience.
I translate these unspoken struggles into tangible visuals. Each photograph in the series embodies a different aspect of my journey. Together, they becomes a story of resilience.
Creating this series is both a personal catharsis and an act of advocacy. As society continues to uphold pronatalist ideals and place taboos on childlessness, these images serve as a call for more inclusive policies, nuanced media representation, and open conversations. 'Inconceivable Motherhood" aims to validate the experiences of the unseen and unheard, fostering a more compassionate and accepting world.
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Nika Belianina is an award-winning Toronto-based writer-director, camerawoman and a fine art photographer with a flare for magical realism. Her exhibition history spans over 30 curated shows and art fairs in Belgium, Canada, Peru and the USA. Among them are the Contact Festival, TOAF, Abbozzo gallery, Head On PhotoFestival and Cultural Center at the School of Fine Arts in Lima. She is a recipient of the Ontario and Canada Art Council's grants and of various photography, cinematography and film awards. She has shot projects around the world and at the artist residencies in Mexico, Peru and USA, including KHN Center for the Arts and Brush Creek Foundation for the Arts, where she later served as a juror
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